White Envelope A Jemi One Shot {Part 1}

White Envelope Demi Writing in her Diary: I still cant sleep. This was now how my senior year of highschool was supposed to be. He was supposed to know how I felt. I should have told him I was in love with him. I would have given anything to kiss his lips and feel his tender touch against my skin. His soft tenor voice in perfect harmonization to my alto. We'd grown up together, done the same things. He is my best friend, well was. I dont know how time has gone by so fast. It's been four months, nine days, and a few odd hours since you left me. Left me, alone. I was so angry and hurt. I blamed myself for so long, and sometimes I still do, but I knew the car accident wasnt my fault. I didnt cause the rain that made your tires slide. I wasnt the barrier that your car hit, the broken glass that shattered everywhere, the blood that left your body. I wasnt there but I've heard the story of the scene so many times that I have created a movie of your death that plays in my mind every night. Unlike any other movie, I cant turn this one off or turn the music down, or even fast forward. Its stuck on replay with the sound blaring in my ears. I cant shut my eyes and make everything go away, even the nightmares wont let me escape. I cry until the sockets of my eyes run dry and I fall into a deep sleep of pain. I dont want to sleep and I dont want to be awake. I dont know where to go even my old good memories of us hurt. I feel bad that life is unfair and you were taken long before you ...



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